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Primitive Initiative

by The Brazen Youth

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1.
Well I was sitting, waiting for a laceration to occur Then it struck my nerve I had been disturbed And when the liquid started forming a puddle at my feet I stopped and stared you down You could never hurt me And you could not provoke me to Come and try to hurt you And when I started thinking my life had been suppressed You came to alert me I felt so fuckin stupid And when I started thinking the pielus was depressed You told me not to worry Youth brings all new beauty for the best But you gotta keep on climbing the steps I see you at UConn Drop your books in the lawn Someone helps you belong Now from the moment I wake to the moment I bed Your feet creep along the halls of my head And your name bounces ‘round in my brain’s sonic meadows The way sound in an old house echos And akin to desolate pines in the field With the bewildered’s hands Tying their lines Manifest through mushrooms, insects, and vines None of which have symbiosis in mind So I let my eyes fall back in my head again I’m finding my toes curl up when I question Thoughts put into place like building blocks gone When we try to put more building blocks on So I fake every memory falsify the past And I play the waiting game until you love me and laugh I see you at UConn Drop your books in the lawn Someone helps you belong
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3.
Oh they left me all alone They left me in the mire But my body hasn’t turned to fire yet Oh my heart beats from below It comes from depths which i aspire I cannot find a face to import I cannot find my thoughts without distortion I can’t believe I thought blood could dignify you I thought I was in the havoc Chasing birds inside my attic And I can’t believe I thought sweat could liberate you Stuck inside a foreign climate You’ll still call me schizophrenic Take me to a field and I will find myself as a young child Take me to a field and I will find myself again Take me to a field and I will find You waiting Cause when your eyes sting My heart aches And i can’t love you if i can’t take it I can’t believe I thought blood could dignify you I thought I was in the havoc Chasing birds inside my attic And I can’t believe I thought sweat could liberate you Stuck inside a foreign climate You’ll still call me schizophrenic
4.
Keep you alive in the back of my head Told me to love I told you i’m lost again Keep me inside a life that won’t bend I’ll bring you back down you’ll never bend me again Keep me alive in the back of your mind Come find me there You’ll only find me confined And I can see circles from miles away Can leave you alone if you want me to stay Can leave you alone if you’ll love me someday Riding around on a horse with no head You told me to walk I told you get lost again Keep me alive in the back of head Told me you drowned I told you to love again Keep me in touch with the touch of the sky As real as to die As real as my waking eye And I can see circles from miles away Can leave you alone if you want me to stay Can leave you alone if you’ll love me someday
5.
Death:posed 04:55
Do I see you Burning away, burning away? I don't hear your call But in the morning I feel the sunlight, feel the sunlight But I don't feel you at all But your body is here anyway Here anyway Tangled up with mine (Death posed) And the moon is taking its shape, taking its shape It won't illuminate my sky I'm lost But I don't want to be death posed I want to be dignified, love I don't want to be death posed You said all things go away with time
6.
I saw you in my head You were so young then You were so young then You didn't say a thing You didn't need to I understood you There's a light that lights your doorway There's a door that you will answer someday And I've been knocking Since I was a young man I was knocking at your door Waiting for you to come outside But I was so young then I was so young then I was so young then I was so young then
7.
Why hide behind the light you beam? Melting me All the ghosts inside me try to breathe They compete for control of my body and for control of what what I see I wake up, I'm alone I only want to feel your love I hear you, so I call too I only want to know you're loved
8.
Riverbeds 03:50
I’d like to ring out my clothes Go over and swim in the river with you I wish you wanted to I wonder if you do I wonder if you do, cause I don’t Wanna remember you won’t Know right where I am when i come talk to you Turnin’ distortion out in the blue So come on over I might be sober This time I found it’s easier not to be Oh it’s easier to fuck with my chemistry I’d like to see you stalk still Like a wax figurine that’s about to be killed So i could observe you When your frozen in time We drinking from the fountain of youth inside of lyme And these thoughts they are real but they’re not mine See i’ve been distilled, I’ve been refined Unless you’d rather see a more primitive state of mine Then i could show you how i wanna be Ya So come on over I might be sober I cant promise you anything I’ve been trying to get high of everything I wish I could sing I wish I could smoke One cigarette and feel the same rush again But the river flows The current knows Someone‘s gotta pump the blood up from your toes
9.
I recognize you best in the fog Your chest is heavy Your skin is thawed Tender as a render log You would not see me like that But you would see me lit up like a pearl inside an oyster Your cellphone whispers light that dissipates into the moisture Passersbys will look you by and see what i have figured As boys with their heads so low their dicks got their own oxin Natural light floods the streets in hands of the bewildered So don’t you think about identity Don’t you think that you belong Somewhere besides a rape house with greek letters painted on Don’t you think of your own fraudulence aging like a tan Living two dimensional inside the instagram So get fucked up “Rally queen” Woke up, hit that green machine I don’t care that you stopped loving me I just wish it would burn slowly I love you like the forest loves the rain Like the water loves the drain, I love you I love you like the wind, it loves to scream Like the child loves to dream, I love you I love you I love you like the forest loves the rain Like the water loves the drain, I love you
10.
There's a figure in the field and she signals me outside and so I walk through the road and I meet her by the streetlight and then she leads me to the beach and we sit there for a while but when the sun climbs the sky she leaves me for the moonlight So I walk back inside To find you waiting there but only on my screen To find you sitting there but only digitally Then my head slowly comes apart and all the thoughts that I've locked up fly away from me deep into the evergreens away from all the masks away from all the traps that have kept them so concealed that have kept them in a jail cell And you are not a figure and you are not a flicker You are the daylight but you exist inside this plastic night And you can love me if you want unlike the other ones you generate your own thoughts And you can be happy if you want just don't hesitate so much
11.
Well I was sitting, waiting for a laceration to occur Then it struck my nerve I had been disturbed And when the liquid started forming a puddle at my feet I stopped and stared you down You could never hurt me And you could not provoke me to Come and try to hurt you And when I started thinking my life had been suppressed You came to alert me I felt so fuckin stupid And when I started thinking the pielus was depressed You told me not to worry Youth brings all new beauty for the best But you gotta keep on climbing the steps I see you at UConn Drop your books in the lawn Someone helps you belong Now from the moment I wake to the moment I bed Your feet creep along the halls of my head And your name bounces ‘round in my brain’s sonic meadows The way sound in an old house echos And akin to desolate pines in the field With the bewildered’s hands Tying their lines Manifest through mushrooms, insects, and vines None of which have symbiosis in mind So I let my eyes fall back in my head again I’m finding my toes curl up when I question Thoughts put into place like building blocks gone When we try to put more building blocks on So I fake every memory falsify the past And I play the waiting game until you love me and laugh I see you at UConn Drop your books in the lawn Someone helps you belong

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released August 17, 2018

A project by Nicholas Lussier, Charles Dahlke, and Micah Rubin

Written by Nicholas Lussier and Charles Dahlke
Arranged and Produced by Nicholas Lussier, Charles Dahlke, and Micah Rubin
Mixed and Engineered by Charles Dahlke
Mastered by Jacob Blumberg
Album artwork by Katie McCann

Guest performances from:

You Could Not Provoke Me
Greta Stroebel (Vocals)
Will Orchard (Bass)
Aaron Canter (Trumpet)

Birds Inside My Attic
Emily Marcello (Violin & Vocals)

Back of My Mind
Will Orchard (Bass)
Emily Marcello (Violin)

My Feet My Sun
Greta Stroebel (Vocals)
Paul Lussier (Vocals)
Eli Mennerick (Trombone)
Leah Meyer (French Horn)

Riverbeds
Will Orchard (Bass)
Aaron Canter (Trumpet)

Burn Slowly / I Love You
James Kolb (“James Kolb”)

Figure in The Field
Will Orchard (Bass)
Maria Donato (Vocals)

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The Brazen Youth is the recording project of Nic Lussier, Micah Rubin, and Charles Dahlke.

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