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15 BILLION EYES

by The Brazen Youth

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1.
I’d like to notice How we relate I’d like to harness The most divine state My eyes are open But through what lens Do they notice I feel like you, and you, and you And you, and you, and you, and You too! Just think of one body One collective human body 15 Billion Eyes just belonging to Somebody then You come around Try to burn my forest down I use ash in my teeth I hate the brush down beneath And I might never never never come down We left the jukebox out in the rain Requested a hurricane It started soaking Our feet sent us inside Watched the world scream and cry Tree fell on the stonewall That old snake lost its form That was a crazy storm May you always be whatever You want May you always be whatever you want I don’t wanna take too much
2.
I am an antelope running from the hunter’s gun Knocking the trees down and hurling through wires, I run And if I had known better, I could have prevented this If I had known better to leave And you were so lost in your mind, you’ve accepted this Because you didn’t know where I’d be I think my suitcase will fit in the passenger seat But this tired little antelope is barely alive And inside of me But the fires will not hurt me, my skin’s made of leather Been waiting on someone to meet And I’ve been trying so hard to put this back together So tie me to you with a string I open my eyes and I find that my hooves have been caught A bullet in me that has found its way up to my heart And my wounds they are growing, I’m not who I thought I was Blood pouring from me like rain And in the cold distance, the hunter approaches me And he puts a gun to my head
3.
You said You said Why don’t we shut up instead There’s so much left inside my head My tear ducts they’re not punching bags We speak We speak Don’t cry an ocean, just a creek I’m just trying to be realistic New love will set out to seek And I’d think Each week You’d have an even cleaner cheek As I caress your fleeting crease I won’t force you to smile And you pour like a dipper See you in the night sky Forming a figure And I love to Watch you die We froze We stole what we found at the watering hole We should have left it all alone It wasn’t ours to take home We screech We scratch Microscopic ticks burrow Into our skins into our skull What’s their evolutionary pull What’s yours What’s mine We paid our dues and got a fine I’m eating this down to the rhine We could retrace for miles I see your hands on the table No cat no cradle And I love you and I love to lie
4.
I’ll wait for you Inside a shaking body And a darkened road is not for you You are a lighthouse In the woods, by the darkest oceans But I can’t find you Though you gleam I can’t find my way through the plants, and the reeds, and the trees But I’ll be around you again You’re not frozen As the daylight wraps around you Strangers know you But I am told not to ask how I am not a child Though my eyes are wild I can’t hold the dust Anymore While I’m waiting In the room When your eyes open up Are you back in the room? And the window to our house Is closing After you So I watch through And I wonder If my skin fell off Would I wander through, To you? If the social aspects of love Were removed Would I walk to you?
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Blood rushes through my head There’s no silence when I’m bleeding Try to hide myself away In the woods I hear a beating Try to push the pawns away They’re coming at my queen and king Blood rushes through my brains I think I’m finally reimagining A life so far away I don’t want to live in misery So I push the past away And i feed the future company Blood rushes through my arms There’s a crazy man inside me What a way to be dismayed It's been squashed upon the ceiling And the spider tries to gaze But has grasped its soul this evening. I look into the breeze Oh my sight is so deceiving So I break away from me And I wake up in a coppice And I’m looking through the trees And I realize I’ve been dreaming I’ve grabbed onto the reins There’s no direction I can turn in Without facing all the rain In my face to blind my vision So I guess I’ll deem this phase Another episode of being Blood rushes down the drain As I stick a little sticker On the window for the flies To harness to until they die But I won’t stare or watch them cry But I will speak with you of empathy.
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Don’t speak so loudly If you don’t want to be heard I spin around the bark of a tree And the wheels imitate me What if I’m a maniac Out on the road? I am an insomniac But my eyes are always closed And one day they’ll open And see the life That’s been waiting Waiting And the flame to which you’re holding Does it save you From your darkness? And your blindness? And I feel myself move to you Though my wings have been shattered Shattered And I feel I’ve broken into two One is fixed One is scattered, though unravelled In the draft In the daytime In the dead sky In the words you preserve For the love you unearth And through the stillness in the air I am inspired Not concealed, but revealed Something real, something you feel Something is here Something untouched, inside you brain Not tamed, not contained, not misbehaved It radiates the flame you encase The flame you embrace The flame maintain The flame that you stake Into solid ground

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released September 19, 2019

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The Brazen Youth is the recording project of Nic Lussier, Micah Rubin, and Charles Dahlke.

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